Am I a day late posting? Oh goodness, I have been so sick the last few days and didn’t check my email. I hope I don’t get a bad grade π
Hello blogging world. I already posted a few things last week, but this will perhaps be my first official post. My introduction. When the assignment asked why I started a blog, there were so many things that came to mind. I started writing in my moleskine (what I’m used to. This typing my thoughts down is quite foreign to me!). Eventually, it boiled down to wanting to be connected to other people.
I have only very recently started feeling as though I’m not very interesting anymore and that I have nothing to say. That idea (whether true or false) had such an impact on me. I don’t ever want to be the person who just goes through the motions of life without ever living.
When people ask me “what’s new?” I want to have an answer.
I have such a difficult time opening up. It makes connecting with people impossible at best. I know I am missing out. There are so many incredible people in the world who have their own stories to share and wisdom to impart. I feel like I make people go through the gauntlet before I even entertain the thought of trusting them. Maybe that is good? But it feels bad.
I want to feel connected to the world again.
As for the direction I hope this blog goes? I have no idea. I just felt like I needed to do it. Maybe to meet other people and listen to their stories. Or maybe to meet myself? Finally?
Whatever happens, I’m sure it will change me. Or at least I hope so. I want to be more open. More social. More optimistic. More creative. More loving, accepting, compassionate.
I look forward to *hopefully* meeting some wonderful new people. Introduce yourself in the comments, I truly would love to meet you.
And in the end, if none of these things come to fruition, maybe I will at least become a better writer.
All good things!
Amazingly honest post!
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Thanks Kayla! And thanks for stopping by!
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Hi mus.kins. I so loved the honesty of your post. It takes a huge amount of courage to expose your vulnerabilities, Good luck with your blogging … I’m looking forward to watching you go from strength to strength.
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Wow, thank you so much! Your blog is full of interesting posts. Excited to see more! Maybe you can even teach me to be a better writer π Take care!
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I am in love the way you write. The way you were explaining yourself and introducing yourself and i had this voice going through my mind that well imaginably is yours. You delivered your incredibly!
It’s WOW man!
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You’re the best! Thanks for such a sweet comment! I think we are already friends π Muah!
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i love it!
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I really love your post and can relate to a lot of things you wrote. I’m looking forward to read more from you and get to know you better π
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I can definitely understand your quest to connect with the world once again π I think I’m expecting that to myself as well. Nice to read you π
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It’s a wonderful journey, isn’t it? Glad to find a kindred spirit on here π
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Or may be to meet myself? Finally? That’s DEEEP. But it’s true that we all become better writers in the end. BLOG YOUR TO GLORY….or may I say BLOG YOUR WAY TO FINDING YOURSELF.
Cheers…
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Thanks so much for stopping by!
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Hi! I’m Cel and I really liked your post. I feel now that I’ve read several posts (and yours) that we are all looking for ourselves and I like it because I feel less alone now π
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Hi Cel! Thanks for your comment. I have also noticed how many people write to find themselves. I’ve always journaled, but this is my first time writing publicly. It’s scary. And liberating π Great to meet new friends through the process π
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Hi ! I love this post. I appreciate your honesty. I look forward to more posts from you:)
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And I you! It seems we are blog friends already π
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Lost for words…but ill say it simply in love with that piece…so true
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Thanks so much for your kind words!
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i have a hard time opening up to people as well, can totally relate!
great blog, just gave you a follow! would love if you’d check mine out as well and support as well π
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As I see You’re off to a good start hehe…nice to meet you Mus. kins, let’s have a blast this month Happy blogging π
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Hi lynshaiza! Thank you, it’s nice meeting you as well! And yes, I think this month will be great! I’m having so much fun already π
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Hello Mus.Kins, I loved what I read here in your post, beautifully expressed in words. Writings coming from the heart are the most simple and yet profound. Blogging is a wonderful medium to connect and interact with like-minded folks. Have fun in the journey, and discover the real you :).
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Thank you so much for the encouragement and sweet words π I appreciate you
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I love how honest and open you are in your blog, something I’m working towards. I look forward to reading more.
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Thanks so much π It’s scary, but liberating π
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I love this and I can relate on so many levels! I can’t wait to read more about you and hopefully we can all help one another grow in strength. You are brave to write so personally. I was scared when I started mine. It is a frightening thing to decided to blog personally instead of in private. I decided to jump for it because you get to meet others like you and grow from one another. Bravo!
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Wow, what a sweet comment! Thank you so much π
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